Saturday, January 02, 2010

2010

Wow! Its been two months since I have posted - not sure if anyone is even gonna read or see this, but I'm gonna start it up again anyway.

I hope you all had a wonderful holday season and that 2010 is starting out as a good year for you so far. The last week of my life has been extremely eye-opening, heartwrenching, enlightening and by far the best and worst week of my year. Because of this I have removed people from my life that are not uplifting and healthy to my being. This was probably one of the most difficult and painful decisions that I have ever made. It brought many tears and hurt to both Chris and I and will affect our children in the future, but we know we have made the right decisions and hopefully one day Kiana and Malachi will understand that we did what we did for their betterment as well as the betterment of our family.

I have also decided that I want this year to be a year of refreshing and renewal both in my personal and spiritual life. I want to find my joy again.

So, I have started an 8x8 album that will allow me to express myself, what I believe, what I want for myself and my family and hopefully this will help me to heal and grow and be the woman that God intended for me to be.

If after all my rambling you are still reading this - THANK YOU! Thank you for still being here, thank your for your friendship and support and thank you for being my friend. I look forward to sharing my album and my new year with you!

Love to you all!

7 comments:

Stacy said...

absolutely!!! happy new year!!

Lacintha said...

Hello Lovely :)
I was waiting for an update...sorry to hear about your woes :(
It really is true though that these "hurdles" in life just help us grow...help us become better people, and help us treat ourselves and our loved ones with more respect and love..

Hey Moan...can I suggest you read "The Monk who sold his Ferrari"...an excellent read and def. something that will help you in your quest for peace and self fulfillment...

{{hugs}}

Just Rhonda said...

Happy New Year!!!! Good to see an update! Even though it was hard I am sure it will make your life better!

Julie said...

happy new year mona :) wishing you and yours all the best for 2010!

Carmen said...

Change is always good. Always. Happy New Year my friend!!

Hazel said...

Sorry to hear that you have had to make difficult decisions, but you must do what you know is right and the Lord will enable you to get through this time and develop a closer relationship with Him that will bring peace and job. Happy New Year to you xx

Kelsey_N said...

Hi Mona!!

Sending love and blessings your way.
Sometimes we have to do things that hurt us for the moment but which will help us in the future.

You have many friends who love and care about you - as well as your family and God. Focus on that and keep your chin up okay?